Friday, February 8, 2019

conversation with Carmela Saldana

    • Stephen Cosmos Arthur You talk about getting rid of Energy Drainers? That is a cute cartoon photo. However, Perhaps this is where we Michelle Carmela Saldana part ways? I'm afraid to even begin to listen to your interviews with him cringing with shame that he duped you. He duped me for awhile way back up until a few years ago. I know he seemed legit for a long time to SRA victims the way he use to complain about exposing Aquino, and he was a good platform to you, but Hubris Tweaktwitch has shown his true colors as complete fraud and a psyop so over the top with ridiculousness that I seriously hope you drop all affiliation with this shill asshole for the Judas creep fraud that he is and the michael aqueeno apologist that he is. I've never thought was possible to encounter such a specimen of complete duplicitous deranged non-stop banter in my entire life.
    • Stephen Cosmos Arthur
      Stephen Cosmos Arthur I see through Hubris Tweaktwitch's bullshit from the standpoint of someone whose endured weird mixed race heritage, racism from certain "white trash" psychopaths (not all "white American males") and others in a sort of limbo of unacceptance by any strong ethnic identity coalition. At first I had tremendous resonance with Doug's story of persecution, however as time went on as I listened to more and more and more of his patterns of boastful narcissistic bullshit and bizarre fetish for being an emasculated bitch for men hating dominatrix whores and homosexual pushers (proverbially if not literally), he really is a lot of what he hates: a drag queen androginist Satanic freaky fucker just like Michael Aquino) His eyeliner and bizarre cartoon avatar of a Hentai almighty ancient chinese emperor is narcissism off the charts. Its sad to see blind hatred devour someone's soul like that because for a long time I reallly loved his sympathy and sentiments for persecuted minorities in USA especially the American Indians! but not hijacked in some homosexual pushing bizarre men hating feminist style. I've written post after post that harmonious masculine & feminine is equinimity, respect and intimacy between 1 man and 1 woman. I am a monogamous heterophile and heterocentric to the core http://www.heterocentricpride.blogspot.com without ANY homophobia relative to the psychopathic heterophobia whore client covert hillary clinton pushing bitchboys like Hubris Tweaktwitch psyop libtards want to shove uptheasses of American Citizens. GFYS Mr. Tweaktwitch and mr. aeriola if tabboo bros yt channel.
    • Own up to your Heterophobia
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      Own up to your Heterophobia
      Own up to your Heterophobia
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana If you listened really listen to the interviews you will hear me call him out confront him and all the people who give Aquino undue credit!!!! You will also hear me being understanding of the mark Aquino leaves upon people. I had only a 5-10, maybe 15 minute encounter with Aquino that left a filthy impression on me. How much more compassion and understanding I hold for those who have been groomed, trained and abused by Aquino and his kind?! I have mega tons and am honored to. Yet, it is out of this very respect, understanding and compassion that I call them out and challenge them to recognize their own strength and how far they have come with God's help and how much they have distanced themselves from Aquino and his kind. Also, I know the real struggle that I had as a teenager and young adult transitioning from secondary psychopath to human being. And I know my own struggles even now. I work on my own issues. Anything beyond that the world can consider themselves lucky to have benefited but everything I do ministry wise really is about me. Everyone I know who was exposed to Aquino over a long period of time are doing their utmost best to be as human beings as possible. And are coping in their own ways. As long as they are not harming children and animals and whatever acts are between consenting adults, I haven't anything to do or say about their lives. In other words, I mind myself and that there is more than enough of a task.
    • Stephen Cosmos Arthur
      Stephen Cosmos Arthur Maybe I'll get around to all that. Thank You. I wish I could find better things to do than whine about such a complete deranged idiot today.
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana As for the picture it is accurate I am known as a balls buster in the organized crime world while still maintaining my integrity and in the SRA WORLD I take no shit! I follow the methods of Jesus as is outlined in the Bible Because they work,.
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana As for platforms when I believe the opportunity is God given I take it. I apologize to no one except my children. My own relationship with God I work out. As for Douglas Duane Dietrich being a shrill. I see him as anyone else. Working on his self as he sees fit. My only occupation on this earth is to be love and love.
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Of course you must do what you need to do for your own healing and protection. However, do not make reactionary assumptions. And just know this.... I am very solid in my relationship with Father God/Creator /Love, that any criticism, critique /aka "negative" propaganda or negative publicity always works in my favor as it allows people who otherwise would not know of me or Once Upon an Eden to do so.
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Jesus had his detractors too and ate and fellowshipped with his friends and enemies. Jesus was called the son of Bezzalbub. So no skin off my back. And yes, for the record, if Douglas ever invites me on again, I will gladly. I have a certain respect for Douglas and do believe it is likewise. People do not have to agree or hold exact same convictions in order to get along.
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana No matter what platform given to me by God, the message that God gave to me 37 years ago has not changed and will not.
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana You really should find something actually productive to do. Like working on your own shadow work. Trying to find shrills is too easy. Everyone is a shrill to various degrees. Get outdoors more. Take up some productive hobby like wood working. Anything that gets you off the damn internet and out of your head!
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Stephen Cosmos Arthur I am sorry, my mind is not understanding. It has been difficult for me to process certain words
    • hubris | Definition & Examples
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      hubris | Definition & Examples
      hubris | Definition & Examples
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana What does "tweaktwitch" actually mean?
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Stephen Cosmos Arthur and are you saying my advice is helpful? Which I do hope it is. As I do believe your intention towards me is of one who means me well, I likewise mean for you wellness also.
    • Stephen Cosmos Arthur
      Stephen Cosmos Arthur Interesting semantics etymology on the word "Hubris" which is fair to mean someone off the charts in his own obvious deluded fantasies of himself as though they were real to the point of being a stolen valor fraud (a complete disgusting disservice & insult to real combat veterans) & "Tweak twitch" slang for methamphetamine or some stimulant drug addict (whether narcisstic false pride elation or the real deal crank or crack).
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    • Stephen Cosmos Arthur
      Stephen Cosmos Arthur Michelle Carmela Saldana I like your advice & your perspective so far but when you say you have mob/mafioso gangster ties & there's 3 people you answer to without question I don't know how to answer that except with this quote " “2: O SON OF SPIRIT! The best beloved of all things in My sight is Justice;…”

      O SON OF SPIRIT! The best beloved of all things in My sight is Justice; turn not away therefrom if thou desirest 4 Me, and neglect it not that I may confide in thee. By its aid thou shalt see with thine own eyes and not through the eyes of others, and shalt know of thine own knowledge and not through the knowledge of thy neighbor. Ponder this in thy heart; how it behooveth thee to be. Verily justice is My gift to thee and the sign of My loving-kindness. Set it then before thine eyes" http://reference.bahai.org/en/t/b/HW/hw-3.html
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    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana I have a life time of training by Mafiosos under my belt that I use daily even in my everyday life. In addition to what I have learned from Father God over 37 years come this March. It is highly insulting, ridiculously naive to consider me easily duped into doing a radio program or programs or anything for that matter. There are only three people I take their words without question and three others on top of that because they have shown themselves to be trusted. Everyone else, I prepare for, including myself. Never do I do anything without researching and preparation, then weighing consequences before hand without a considerable amount of prayer (and consultation when need be )I listen to my intuition and protect my integrity. In other words in all things by word or deed, I stay on the message God gave me 37 years ago. And only to God and that message do I answer. Jeremiah 1:4-10.
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    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Please see comments further below in my reply to what you wrote here. Thank very much for this conversation by the way. I am enjoying very much. I hope you are as well.
    • Stephen Cosmos Arthur
      Stephen Cosmos Arthur I enjoy dissuading anyone from pretending Hubris Tweaktwitch is doing more good than harm anymore (that is) for unless you are among those with the stomach to endure the nausea stench and aura of discovering and learning the method operandi and gradual transformation of what seemed like a righteous justice seeker , to a complete and absolute judas and a hypocrit. There seems to be a pattern of late Sun Libras to have this pathology in the charts of both Doug, Michael Aquino, Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez, Joy DeGruy, Heinrich Himmler, Dwight Eisenhower, Aleister Crowley and some of thers who have this knack to lead people off a cliff in a very wicked and thorough way.
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    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana I am sure that your intentions and comments are from out of consideration for my well being. I am taking them as that. And again, as with all things you must guard your own heart. The Bible instructs this. Also, hobbies, especially a hobby /craft such as wood working is good for the soul. Even if it is nothing more than a knife carving into a stick. Do something to get out of your head more and loosen up your thoughts more.
    • Sarah Shields
      Sarah Shields I love this portrait by Douglas!
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    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Me too. I also thought it was cool that my hair stylist decided that it was this picture that she would base my hair style on.
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    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Sarah Shields first chance I get I need to go back and get my hair done. Lol
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    • Sarah Shields
      Sarah Shields Yes! Do take care. Your hair looks like it's grown a lot!
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    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Stephen cosmos Arthur, we have already spoken of David Shurture and I personally think it is good that you are seeing him as you do( working himself out). Now as for Douglas and myself and the concern for myself that you have, what I am saying is that same understanding that you are giving to David should be across the board to All of Aquino's victims/survivors. Let them work themselves out (and that would include Douglas.) And as concern for me, I do appreciate it and do understand it is coming from goodness you are wishing to extend to me. However, it is also in some ways misplaced to be concerned in this manner towards me. Vitriol is not intended to be expressed by me. Only clarity as to the person that I am and how I do things.
    • Michelle Carmela Saldana
      Michelle Carmela Saldana Stephen Cosmos Arthur, I also get now what you are saying about Hubris and Humility. All I can do is focus on my own issues, heart and mind and that is what I do and encourage everyone to do. How other people are is how they are. I have had encounters with Teal Swan more than ten years ago. She wanted our efforts to be partnered. For my reasons I said no then and for my reasons now I would still say "no" now.
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